无常。死亡。

Michael Jackson过世了。

有何感想呢？

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今早，同事告诉我：

“你知道吗？早上六点多，那位物理老师已经过世了。。。”

这怎么可能？

昨天，还看到她到处走来走去的，而且还不用拐杖呢！

去年，她才刚动完心脏手术，已经平安无事了阿。

最初的时候，她还需要用拐杖慢慢的一步一步的走。

现在的她可算是健步如飞了呢！

就在最预想不到的时候，

她就坐在沙发上静悄悄的离开人世了。。。

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我们都去看她最后一面。

在朋友及同事们的帮忙下，她安然的躺着。

她的朋友兼上师，虽然很伤心，但也很坚强的帮她安排后事。

而我，静静的闭上眼睛：

“愿你安乐。愿你好好的走。

你的家人，朋友们会好好的照顾自己的。

放心，安心的走吧。。。愿你回到上苍的身边”

这是我第二次，到穆斯林朋友的丧礼。

直到了下午，我才知道Michael Jackson过世了。。。

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昨晚，法师告诉我们：

不要哭，要以平静的心情，祝福过世的人安心的，快乐的离开。。。

要想想过世的人觉得最舒适的丧礼的心情。

我还以为事不关己，怎么知道还不到二十四小时，

我就身在同事的丧礼了。。。

没有感叹，只有平静，只有真诚的祝福。。。

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觉得惋惜的是，我原本有机会在她过世前一天，跟她笑一笑的。。。

但她没有察觉到我，我也没有再主动地向她打招呼。。。

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愿你，走好了。。。

17 Again

It's been sometime that I haven't watch any movie because non of them really can attract me.

However, today a group of friends suggested to watch "17 again".

So, ok lah! Once in a blue moon.

He told us by watching this movie, aunties will become 17 again!

Hahahaha!

I was thinking, 'If I'm 17 again, what would I like to change?'

Answer:

'Getting off all those extra fats which makes me low self-esteem!'

'Maybe I'll have more admirer if I were slim.'

'I could have joined more activities without being getting tired so easily and eventually gave up!'

But wait a minute,

if I were to change my past,

would I be what I am today?

A much happier person, getting more contented with life,

know my life's direction clearly, much more confident and determined, met and have great and good friends......

Answer:

'I'm not sure!'

But for sure,

I'm really happy with what I am and what I have now!

Question: What will you do if you were 17 again?

My Answer: I will not change anything as it was for that the past was the one that had prepared me for what I am today!

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After watching the movie '17 again',

I'm very happy that I did watch it because it's funny and very touching as well although there were no special visual effects!

And by thinking about the question and answer, I knew that I'm a much grateful person today than before!

珍贵

有个毕业了的学生回来了，打电话问我在哪里。

这么巧，我就正在教书着，无法马上与他见面！

要等上一个小时，才可以回去办公室呢！

过了半小时，他传了个简讯给我，告诉我他得先走了。

见不到他，无法跟他聊上几句，我好失落哦！

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隔天，我突然间又想起他了。

感觉也还是好失落。。。

这时，我突然想起了书中的一段：

"not seeing those that are dear and seeing those that are not dear,

are both painful."

"Hence hold nothing dear,

for separation from those that are dear is painful;

bonds do not exist for those to whom nothing is dear or not dear."

From Dhammapada verse 210 and 211

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因为我很疼这学生，又很能聊得来，

所以我失落了。。。